Showing posts with label Sedih. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sedih. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Ini Entry Serius.

Pernah tak kawan2 non-muslim kau orang tanya tentang agama Islam pada kau orang? Tentang kewujudan Allah SWT? Tentang isi kandung Al-Quran? Tentang kenapa perlu sembahyang 5 waktu? Tentang kenapa perlu puasa? dan apa itu syurga dan neraka dalam Islam?

Pernah?

Seumur hidup aku, takde seorang pun kawan non-muslim aku yang tanya. Mereka macam faham yang kadang2 berbual pasal agama itu sensitif. Dan mereka hormat agama Islam. Sama macam aku hormat agama mereka.

Tapi tadi waktu duduk minum di Starbucks (ceh! sopan gila cakap duduk minum, padahal duduk melepak. HAHA!), ada this 1 group of friends tengah berdebat pasal Islam. Diorang bertiga. And seorang je melayu islam.

Mula2 kawan yang non-muslim ni buka topik pasal mamat kat Afghan yang kena potong hidung dan telinga sebab pergi mengundi. Dia persoal kenapa hidung mamat tu dipotong oleh manusia taliban yang beragama Islam.

Sebab tempat duduk mereka tak sampai 100 meter dari tempat duduk aku, so boleh dengar apa yang diorang cakap. Lagipun, diorang ada pasang microphone kecil kat mulut diorang. So satu Starbucks boleh dengar diorang berdebat.(Ini sarcastic namanya)

Si kawan yang muslim pun jawab dengan confidennya yang manusia Taliban ini bukan semuanya Islam. dan yang Islam adalah golongan Islam Quraisy.

*sila angkat kening*

Tengok pada perwatakan, aku rasa mereka ni budak lepasan sekolah. Si kawan muslim ni mungkin nak menegakkan kebenaran Islam. Tapi terpesong sikit. Yang si kawan non-muslim ini pula bermati-matian cakap Islam ini salah. Mungkin sebab apa yang berlaku pada dunia sekarang.

Tapi tak payah lah sampai nak tanya pada si kawan yang muslim ini "Kau confirm ke Al-Quran tu betul?"

Honestly, I was pissed & annoyed with these 2 kids yang terang2 nampak sangat bodoh dan rempit. Tapi cuba berdebat perkara yang serius macam tu.

Tolong buat researched yang betul sebelum berdebat ye dik? Bukan sebab kau tengok TV dan video di YouTube bermakna kau dah mahir pasal Islam dan agama lain.

Seriously, kalau kau orang dengar statement2 yang keluar dari mulut mereka, confirm kau nak bagi pelempang hikmat payung kesebelas. Dua dua pun cakap merepek. Tapi suara lancang nak mampos! Dasar attention seeker!

Bley terima tak bila dia orang cakap,

"Kenapa kau tak cakap Bible tu betul?"

"Aku lahir sebagai Islam"

"Tapi Nabi Isa AS kristian kan?"

"Mana kau tahu Yahudi tu salah?"

"Tapi moyang atuk nenek Nabi Muhammad SAW sembah berhala juga kan?"

"Bukan semua tentera Taliban itu Islam"

"Ada tentera AS yang kena hantar perang kat Iraq tu Islam"

Kau yang duduk kat sebelah tu tak rasa nak bangun lalu baling je kerusi Starbucks kat kepala diorang? Nasib baik aku ni waras lagi kot, cuma mampu tengok lalu geleng kepala je dengar debat yang takde motif tu.

Mungkin aku ni tak handal dalam Islam. Sangat cetek pengetahuan pasal Islam. Tapi sikit2 tu aku boleh lah. Dan aku bangga jadi Islam. Mungkin hanya Islam pada nama. Tapi aku tetap berusaha nak jadi Islam sejati.

Aku Percaya pada Allah SWT.
Aku Percaya pada Rasul & Nabi.
Aku Percaya pada Malaikat-Malaikat.
Aku Percaya pada Kitab-Kitab.
Aku Percaya pada Qada' & Qadar.

Aku Percaya Aku Islam.

Dan tak pernah sekali pun aku mengutuk agama lain dan berdebat dengan mereka yang bukan Islam tentang kepercayaan agama mereka. Sebab aku hormat agama mereka. Dan aku nak mereka juga hormat agama Islam.

Kesimpulannya, tak boleh ke kalau kita duduk dalam dunia ini dan hormat antara satu sama yang lain?

Biarlah mereka dengan cara mereka dan kita dengan cara kita. Jika mereka bertanya, kita jawab dengan sopan. Jangan merendahkan mereka. Islam itu tak memaksa. Islam itu indah.

Jadi, tolong jangan kaitkan orang2 yang takde otak dan berperangai tak semenggah dengan ajaran agama. Sebab kalau hati itu busuk hitam legam, agama teragung pun tak boleh bantu walau macam mana pun mereka claimed yang mereka alim agama.

Boleh tak?


Ini cuma pandangan cetek aku je. If you do not agree, then pls just leave this entry alone.

Peace No War. =)


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Monday, June 29, 2009

The King has left the building... =(


~You Will Always Be Remembered~




I probably wasn't the biggest fan. Probably didn't grew up listening to all his songs. But he's passing does truly made me heartbroken. May you rest in peace Mikael Micheal. Al-fatihah~ R.I.P

p/s: And I remembered how I used to think that he was hawt in his You're Not Alone video! =)


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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Ada Apa Dengan Carutan Babi & Anjing.

First of all, sebelum bace post ini, sila pastikan diri anda tidak berpikiran sempit lobang jamban dan perasan tahap cipan kuasa 14 yg anda ni terer soal agama dan seorang yg baik sebab konon nya anda kaki surau/pakai tudung/tutup aurat/x pegi club/ckp sopan santun atau pun konon nya anda ni tak suka mencarut. sgt bullshit!

Pernah tak korang pikir kenapa perkataan/nama Babi itu dikategorikan sebagai mencarut? Sb Babi tu binatang haram dimakan ke? Klau mcm tu, kenapa ular, harimau, ikan jaws atau kura-kura tak dikategorikan sebagai perkataan mencarut? Haram dimakan jugak kan?

Oh! mungkin sebab dlm Al-Quran ade sebut yg Babi itu haiwan yang haram. Haram untuk dimakan. Haram untuk dipegang kalau (salah satu atau kedua2) dlm keadaan basah. Tapi ape kene mengena dengan carutan? Hanya sebab Babi tu haram ke?

Hmm..klau mcm tu, it means, Spagetthi Straps, Alcohol, Mini Skirts, Riba, Rasuah, itu semua mencarut lah? huh? At this point, korang mesti cakap, "Aida ni dungu ke hape? Lurus sgt! Takkan la sb benda tu haram nk trus kate mencarut?"

Eh???? iyeee keeee???? aku keee yang kateeee? *rolleyes*

Wanna know why tibe2 I decided to write bout Babi & Anjing? Cus yesterday, I saw a cute pup on the side of the road, & being an animal lover, I'd let out a small "awww..so cute!" gesture. and one of my collegue suddenly said, "eh! haram la!"

So? aku tgh jilat ke anjing tu? aku just ckp anjing tu comel je kan? ape yg haram nye? sengal! That "eh! haram la!" statement is totally pisses me off! I mean, I know..itu binatang haram..DIMAKAN!tapi bukan haram disebut kot!

Honestly, I do not understand with this kaum of people. They claim that they live by the guidelines of Islam. Tapi benda mcm ni pun x boleh nk pikir. If you really think that Allah S.W.T betul2 laknat 2 ekor binatang ni, then kenapa pulak DIA nk jadikan 2 ekor binatang ni hidup kt muka bumi ni jugak? x boley pikir ke?

Dah terang lagi bersuluh dlm Al-Quran tu ade tulis cara2 bersamak kalau tersentuh para haiwan(klu basah) tersebut. So, alasan haram itu langsung x boleh digunapakai kalau berlaku certain2 situation, contohnye seperti berikut;

- Anak anjing jatuh dlm parit yang airnya deras. Kau nk biar anak anjing ni mati ke, atau kau nk selamatkan anak anjing ni & kau kene bersamak kemudian?

- Kampung Melaka banjir. Ada seekor babi kecil kt kandang sebelah, si apek x sempat nk angkut naik lori.(x perasan kot sb kecik) Babi kecil tu menjerit2 mintak tolong.Kau buat tak tau je ke?

- Time kau tgh sedap2 mkan kt satu gerai ni, tiba2 dtg sekor anjing. Kurus, cengkung mcm tak mkn 3 hari. Die ddk je tepi gerai tu. x kacau orang. Dalam pinggan kau ade bahagian daging ayam yg kau kureng sket nk mkn. Kau biarkan orang kedai tu buang dlm tong sampah ke, or kau bagi anjing tu mkn?

- Ko kerja dekat Australia. Di bandar yg kecik. Kau jadi vet. The only vet yg ada kt bandar tu. One day dtg sorang mak & anak ni, bwk pet die, a pinglet. Cedera, kena langgar ngan motor. Berdarah2. Pelanggan kau ni dah menangis terburai2 dah ni. Kau nk refuse rawat Babi tu & biar die mati, atau kau nk tolong selamatkan Babi tersebut?

I may not be the person who'd scored A in Agama. tapi at least, aku tau la sebarang dua yang tertulis kat dalam Al-Quran tu. My religous practise may not be perfect, but at least I'm not afraid to admit that I am. I'm still learning. Even now at this moment.

But to those who claimed themself are waaaaay better than I am, tapi lebih prefer mengutuk dan memaki hamun seorang pelacur daripada menolongnya, aku rse its better if you went & check yourself in the mirror tu dlu sebelum menilai org lain. Cus you're obviously.....

NOT.THAT.Better!

Btw, back to the topic...ape yg hina sgt dengan makhluk ciptaan Tuhan yg bernama Babi & Anjing sampai kita nak deny hak die untuk hidup atas muka bumi ni eh? hmmmm.....


notakaki: kan dah ckp~ tangan & otak aida ni x ley nk ddk diam. once trigger..this blog la jadi mangsa! haha! XD


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Monday, May 11, 2009

....is mourning~ T_____T

While writing this entry, I am crying uncontrobably. I just heard the news about my dear Lecturer back in LUCT, Lawrence Low just past away from cancer. I'm not sure when. but I got the news from sir Azli a while ago.

I'm in shock. am still is. T____T

Dear Sir Lawrence, May you rest in peace. and thank you for everything. I love you~~

T____________T


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Friday, May 01, 2009

I Hate Funerals

I'm at my uncle's hse in bangi. Her wife,my aunt, pass away late last nite. She suffered fr0m cancer fr0m wut ive heard. honestly, im sad. But not sad enuff to make me cry tho. I think ive cried enuff tis pass few days tat i dun think tat i can cry anymore. im probably overreacted a little by claiming tis and tat, and by assumming stuff. But i guess i was rite all the time. There is a problem. And its serious cus ive nvr seen anything close to this before in my entire life.

I would be lying if i said that I don't care bout any of this. Cus I DO CARE and its effecting me inside. I wish i had the power to fix it. but i had nothing but only to pray to god that it'll go away. i don't know what to do nor say anymore. Maybe i could just act like nothing happen. As if I know nothing. But it hurts lying to myself even more. but i dont know what else to do....

I always hated funerals. and still is. and i am at a funeral. but it ain't mine...
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but for the very first time, i wish it was.... -_-;


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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I Wanna Watch. But I Forgot~~ >___<;;

I know i was supposed to post about my version of "How To Cook Cheese Omelete". But then i decided to put it on hold. cus i still haven't got any pics to go along with the post. and by that, it means i have to cook one...which i still can't find the times to do so! eheee~ \(>3<);;

But i'll try as soon as i got the time okay?

Anyways...do you remember the last time you watch a movie?

Well, the last time i did was probably a month a go. And even so that happened not so long time ago, but still fyi...i did missed watching a lot of movies fer the past year. Now, i'm looking fer movies torrent all over the net, especialy from AXXO, cus he is the best movie source ive ever known...so far!

So this is the list of the movies that i haven't watch...yet!

1. Cloverfield
2. Jumper
3. Step Up 2: The Streets
4. The Spiderwick Chronicles
5. College Road Trip
6. Doomsday
7. Stop-Loss
8. Prom Night
9. The Forbidden Kingdom
10. Forgetting Sarah Marshall
11. Speedracer
12. What Happens in Vegas...
13. The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
14. Kung Fu Panda
15. The Happening
16. Get Smart
17. WALL-E
18. Journey To The Center of The Earth
19. The Dark Night
20. Beverly Hills Chihuahua
21. Quarantine

22. Max Payne
23. The Haunting of Molly Hartley
24. Slumdog Millionaire
25. Yes Man
26. Marley & Me
27. Bride Wars
28. Hotel for Dogs
29. Inkheart
30. Underworld 1-3
31. Confession of a Shopaholics
32. Friday the 13th
33. Street Fighter The Legend of Chun Li
34. Monsters vs Aliens
35. Dragonball Evolution

Fiiiuuuhhhh~! I guess tat's the full list of the movies tat i missed from the year 2008 till now~ gawd! tat's A LAWT!!

Now..to make my life easier, *took a deep breath*

Friends and families, if ure reading these~ i seek for ur kindness to share with me your torrents or DVD's so tat i can live more peacefully to face more upcoming movies this year like Transformers, Wolverine and Harry Potter~ \(~A~)/


p/s: don't ignore me this time~ m(_ _)m onegaishimasu~~


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Monday, February 23, 2009

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I lost my phone~~!!!!! dammit!!!

nak nangis nih~ tp cam dlm ofis so im gonna haf to bear tat tears~
i swear if i found out who took my phone, im gonna *hityouwithabesbolbatthentostyouinalakeandmade
thecrocodilesnapyourleftleg!*

TAT

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~!! *sob*sob*


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Thursday, August 07, 2008

May you rest in peace.We ♥ You!

"I received a call from Daya last nite, saying that her dad passed away. I was shocked. stuned. I can't respond to her on the phone as if my mouth were seal. heard her crying. but i coudn't say a word to calm her down as my eyes started to wet terribly."

i wrote tat 3 days ago.and didnt finish it. i just cant. cus honestly, i am not good in giving condolence to people. yeah i cud give you some sympathy talks, but only to someone who i didnt know well. but if the lost one is someone who i closely connected...i honestly cant be tat person who cud be there to comfort you. cus i cant get over it. so how am i suppose to make you feel better?

so wut i do? i will act as if everyone had already get over the thing tat happened. so that i wudnt haf to go there again. tats a lil pathethic of me huh? yup! *sigh*

but wutever it is...to ayah salim. i will always pray for you. and i promise to look after daya and mak yah selagi aida mampu. u dun worry a think. ur job here is done. let me and daya take over. ok sir? luv ya! :)

al-fatihah

-tis entry was posted on 10th of August 2008-


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Thursday, July 03, 2008

*tis is my shocking most emotional experience*

My dad had a heart attack last Friday. And it was the most shocking and emotional experience for the whole family. He never was sick accept tat he's on a prescription for his high blood pressure. Anybody who knew him would’ve never tot tat he'll get any heart attack. I mean, he is as healthy as a new man! x pernah sakit2~ he exercised almost everyday. so it was a surprise when they heard bout the news.

He was admitted in the I.C.U for 4 days since Friday. At the Columbia Hospital in Seremban, a private hospital.



At first, I tot admitting there will be a lot better than in GH. But how I was wrong! Nurses kat situ memekak nk mampos! Klu kt lobby tu, tak kesah ar. But if dlm wad ICU pun ko nk memekak.ape jadah nye? Gile ke? ko tak reti nk beragak ke? Klu ye pun nk bergossip, slow sket ckp tu bley? Kuat ko tu mcm mulut ko ade microfon semulejadi terlekat kt celah bibir tu tau! Bengkak aku~

Pastue, yang buat lagi menyirap bile the nurses bley plak give me and daya a look when both of us started chatting..outside of ICU! like hallooo!!! ko igt aku takot ko pandang2 kitorg? my ass! ko memekak bley plak? mangkuk hayun btol!



Anyways, glad tat abah's already discharged from the hospital.now he's at home resting. good! no more work, no more golf for the next month. <----ini br="" ckp="" doctor="" yg="">XD pape pun..i hope tat my abah will sehat cecepat! pasnie ley gi family holiday~
yay~!

UPDATE!: received calls from my mum juz now~ abah kne admitted to GH cus of high blood pressure. doctor kt GH ckp he wasnt supposed to be discharge yet cus he's still need to be under doctor supervision~ haiyak! bley tak? hadoi~! DX

UPDATE!!: Discharged from GH on the same day admitted. But then yesterday 4th of July, abah mengadu sakit dada lagi.and again, he's admitted to Columbia fr the 2nd time in a week.ade minor surgery tis monday @sunway medical centre.hope everything will be alrite.pray fr him guys~ thanx!


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Monday, June 23, 2008

tis is not me talking.Blame the hormones!

I woke up today feeling a lil bit undone. Bosan! same ol’ life, same ol’ routine. and I cant think of anything else than to wanna leave this stupid most annoying cruel life. I wanna make a fresh starts where im free to speak my mind and behold my idiot stubbornness. Im probably gonna have to starts my whole life all over again to achieve tat. But if its worth it, then why not?

Mebe im an idiot, willing to leave everything I have behind. But, whats the point of having everything you want but in the end…ure torturing urself slowly, up till the day u die. I dun wanna live tat way. I dun care, I dun mind at all even if I haf to live my life alone just to achieve the life tat I want. Cus in the end, the one tat matters is urself.

People may look at me and say tat im always a happy person, I hold no grudge and im probably the warmest person uve ever met. I don’t! dun get me wrong~ im not saying tat I dun act myself in front of others. Hey! Im not hypocrite bout myself ok! Just tat, im probably are hypocrite when it comes to comforting other people. Im probably dun wanna make u sad, so yeah, I lied a little. I’ll luff, if tats wut u want me to do. Its ok. I dun mind getting hurt. U dun haf to worry bout me. Cus im not important. I never was~

Haha! Aida emo lagi ke ni? Yeah~im probably am. Hehe~! But honestly, if I were given a choice to choose between tis life im having rite now wif; a small isolated island without muggels, without a doubt, I’ll choose to live in tat island. Yeah, I know. I’ll lose everything. Im gonna live all alone, all by myself. I haf to learn how to survive on my own. Hey, wait a second, ive been doin tat fer the past of my 22 years! Ha-ha! But I bet, living in tat island is much more better. Cus im all alone, and the only thing tat I have to worry is myself and nothing else.

Reading tis, u’ll probably gonna assume tat im incredibly selfish. Seems like I never appreciates wut I have. Or even the people around me, who had very much helped me during my 22 years of living. Wrong! I appreciates them soooo much. And from my deepest heart, I am thankful for having someone like u in my life. And I always try my very best to make u happy. But if wutever I did cud never satisfies u…then, wut else can I do? Im sorry I cant be that perfect person tat u want me to be. And Im sorry if u suffer any damage from wut ive done. Didn’t mean tat to happened. Really!

Im surprised. Fer all tis while, ive been dying to wrote tis way in my blog. But I’d always change my topic and refuse to write more. And at tis very moment, Im writing tis thingy in Microsoft word! Gile kentang! Har har! XD I dunno when im gonna post tis online. I probably will. Cus it meant fer u to read it anyway~ hehe!

Wonder why suddenly im getting all emotionally depressed? Well, ive been doin some thinking lately. Bout myself, my life and people around me. During tat time, I come to realize tat I never was tat ‘favorite’ person tat others used to claim. Im someone’s bestfriend and others close pal. They wud tell me every single thing about them. well, most. I’ll luff if they tell a joke. And I’ll always there whenever they need a shoulder to cry on. But theres a time when I got stuck, and I cant lend an arm, im so terribly sorry!

But, honestly…sumtimes, it got me thinking~ am I tat type of person who only deserved to be ur friend and not the other way around? Do I only deserves to hear, listen and response to u only when im needed? Some of u wud hysterically wanna yell at me by now saying tat im the one who never wanted to open up bout wut I felt. Yea…I admit tat I do failed tat part as a friend. But have u ever wonder why? Why its hard fer me to actually do tat?

To tell u the truth, I always wanted to share everything wif ya. If u tell me ur problem, Im willingly to tell u mine. But everytime I did, nobody will actually listen. Every word I said bout me will automatically turn to urs. And as I can remember, I never actually got to finished any of my talking. Cus u wud always get distracted and sometimes never wanna pay attention. And tat happened everytime, so tats why I gave up telling others bout my problem. Mebe its not important to them. its ok, I’ll try to think of something to solve it, in any way I can.

But tat doesn’t mean tat I wont listen to u. I’m here, im always here for u. just tell me, and I’ll help u in anyway I can. Promise! Ur problem is my problem, and my problem…well, let me just keep it safe and soundproof from ur hearing. Not tat I dun want any of ur help. Hey, im very much more than happy if u wanna help. And I’ll appreciate every bit of it. And im blessed to haf u in my life fer tat. Its just tat, some things needs to be kept. And sometimes I feel tat if i tell u about it, it’ll just like placing a burden on u. and I don’t want tat. I know. Tats just weak! We’re friends and friends help each other. I know, Im pretty much aware of tat statement. 8D neways, does tat explain why I hold my tongue bout my problem? Sorry if tat doesn’t fit u. I cant force u to understand me. And Im not hoping too.

Gawd! Its been so long since I wrote tis much. Haha! Moody nk mati ayat aku sumer~! Kuikuikuikui~! Anyways, there’s a reason why suddenly I became a lil bit tense today. A lot had happened to me lately. Things that I wish wont happen again. Seriously, I hate myself lately. Dunno why I keep feeling depressed. I usually ignored every negative feeling, but lately…I became one.

Why? I guess probably cus of this recent incident. Dun really wanna talk bout it. Cus I’ll end up feeling hurt. Wutever~ like u actually care. Har har! Hurm, I think im gonna post tis entry like rite now. Cus its already been 3 days since I wrote tis thingy! Kang tak psl2 jd jeruk buah dlm laptop ni! Ha-ha! XD

Ta~~!


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