The King has left the building... =(

~You Will Always Be Remembered~



I probably wasn't the biggest fan. Probably didn't grew up listening to all his songs. But he's passing does truly made me heartbroken. May you rest in peace Mikael Micheal. Al-fatihah~ R.I.P

p/s: And I remembered how I used to think that he was hawt in his You're Not Alone video! =)

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...no more tv series to watch....

So there's go another 4 days without any update. tee-hee~! Sorry. I've been busy through the weekend. Besides, I kinda need to leave the internet world for a bit and live in the real world for a while. haha!

Anyways, I had just finished watching the Dollhouse Season 1 last night. so with that, I'm out of tv series to watch. Heroes already ended. so does Ugly Betty. I'm guessing Desperate Housewives is gonna end soon. and I can't watch The O.C cus the dvd player is somewhere else that i can't find! Dammit! now wut imma gonna dooooo~~? woooooo~~~

And making it worst, all of my torrents are downloading too slow! where the hell are the seeders???!! I wanna watch Supernatural season 4 like desperately!! gaaaahhhh!!!!!!

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....is mourning~ T_____T

While writing this entry, I am crying uncontrobably. I just heard the news about my dear Lecturer back in LUCT, Lawrence Low just past away from cancer. I'm not sure when. but I got the news from sir Azli a while ago.

I'm in shock. am still is. T____T

Dear Sir Lawrence, May you rest in peace. and thank you for everything. I love you~~

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I Hate Funerals

I'm at my uncle's hse in bangi. Her wife,my aunt, pass away late last nite. She suffered fr0m cancer fr0m wut ive heard. honestly, im sad. But not sad enuff to make me cry tho. I think ive cried enuff tis pass few days tat i dun think tat i can cry anymore. im probably overreacted a little by claiming tis and tat, and by assumming stuff. But i guess i was rite all the time. There is a problem. And its serious cus ive nvr seen anything close to this before in my entire life.

I would be lying if i said that I don't care bout any of this. Cus I DO CARE and its effecting me inside. I wish i had the power to fix it. but i had nothing but only to pray to god that it'll go away. i don't know what to do nor say anymore. Maybe i could just act like nothing happen. As if I know nothing. But it hurts lying to myself even more. but i dont know what else to do....

I always hated funerals. and still is. and i am at a funeral. but it ain't mine...
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but for the very first time, i wish it was.... -_-;

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R.I.P.....in loving memory of *~aidateddy~*

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now tell me how you feel? shock? stunned? speechless? tears? im sure that many of you who are reading this are surely confused. wether is this is for real or its one of that stupid annoying pranks. none of it. its an experiment. haha! duuuhhh!!! of corz im not dead. obviously~

And I'm sorry from the deepest of my heart if that statement up there ever did some serious damage to your heart. cos believe me. i do know how you feel...

Few days ago, as i was surfing my friendster. I notice something odd about one of my friends default photos. as i look closely(cos the thumbnail view is a lil bit tiny fer my eye lenses. XD), i was shock to found that his picture was edited with 'R.I.P' and 'in memory' text. i clicked on his Friendster, hoping it was fake.(cos we designers are tend to do somethings THAT ridiculous!haha!)

I try to find something in his page to prove it fake but sadly nothing in his Friendster profile page says that he's alive nor dead except that he was log in 3 days ago(yeah! to upload that pics!DX). And seeing the damn picture with those textes seriously leaves me heartbroken.



I try to call his cellphones hoping that he's still using the same number. It dial but my call was kicked! at first i was mad. thinking why did he kicked my call? is he trying to avoid me? but then curiosity accured. what if he's phone got stolen? or what if someone else have his phone and couldn't bear anymore with all of the calls his phone gettin? what if...? OMG! i hate it when this 'what if' desease strikes me!

Later, I try to contact bunch of our friends and manage to get a reply from azahir. To my relief, he said that its completely untrue and shahrul is in his good condition. I told him about Friendster and we assume that his Friendster was hacked by some bitches. Seriously...its not funny at all. Those hijackers are totally out of line playing bout someones death like that!

And yesterday, Shahrul YM me. saying tat he's ok, and complaints bout his Friendster tat yup!...got hijacked.

But seriously, i do not understand these people. what is it that you hate about him sooo much that makes you did those mean things. gawd! people can be so friggin mean!

[sigh]now...can i shoot you hijackers?

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May you rest in peace.We ♥ You!

"I received a call from Daya last nite, saying that her dad passed away. I was shocked. stuned. I can't respond to her on the phone as if my mouth were seal. heard her crying. but i coudn't say a word to calm her down as my eyes started to wet terribly."

i wrote tat 3 days ago.and didnt finish it. i just cant. cus honestly, i am not good in giving condolence to people. yeah i cud give you some sympathy talks, but only to someone who i didnt know well. but if the lost one is someone who i closely connected...i honestly cant be tat person who cud be there to comfort you. cus i cant get over it. so how am i suppose to make you feel better?

so wut i do? i will act as if everyone had already get over the thing tat happened. so that i wudnt haf to go there again. tats a lil pathethic of me huh? yup! *sigh*

but wutever it is...to ayah salim. i will always pray for you. and i promise to look after daya and mak yah selagi aida mampu. u dun worry a think. ur job here is done. let me and daya take over. ok sir? luv ya! :)

al-fatihah

-tis entry was posted on 10th of August 2008-

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